posted on Friday, May 18, 2012 @ 9:07 PM
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未来，在那里？
Saw this on weibo just now and realised it's really quite true:
#天蝎座#有时候突然就心情很低落，不想说话也不想动。别人问起，也不知道该怎样回答。也许是因为突然看见的一句话，也许是看见某个物体联想到了什么，也许是从朋友那听来的一件小事，也许什么都不是，很多事情不需要理由，也没有理由。这样的情绪你有过吗？蝎子就是这样默默的。。。I tend to get emo randomly.
When I just turn quiet and watch people on the sidelines.
Sometimes there really isn't any reason at all.
I just.. feel sad.
It might just be a fleeting moment.
Or it may actually affect me the whole day.
And then I start to turn pissed instead.
Thank you whoever can stand my eccentric character.
That's why I really love all of my friends, those whom I let in.
Thank you those who actually tried.
I know it takes two hands to clap but I always wonder if there was a future in us.
If it was worth the try.
If you are true.
What if?
The cynical part of Scorpios.
Yes I blame a big part of my erratic behaviours on my starsign.
Because it matched so well.
The mysterious one.
Who are the few who actually know all sides of me?
I don't let people get to me easily.
A wall in between.
Protection.
Because my heart inside is so raw it bleeds with a small cut.
Profusely.
The past haunts me.
I thought I'd changed.
I'd thought I was able to.
I wasn't.
A small reminder is all it takes.
Rejection.
Isolation.
Laughter.
Against me.
The memories are all too fresh.
It cannot be sealed within me.
Scenes escape.
Ones I don't wish to relive.
Ever.
Please.
I can beg and beg but no one cares.
It would always be like this.
Hello there. I go by the name of Yee Ching in the rare occasions I get out of my room to try to get myself to live like the normal earthlings out there. THE day is 19th November, when this pathetic little scorpio squirmed my way into this life, unknowing of the world's goods and evils. What a stupid fool. My past do not matter because, everyone makes mistakes and I happened to have made lots of it. Many of which I don't wish to face. So let's put our eyes towards the future, where I can only wish would turn out to be better.
