posted on Wednesday, October 24, 2012 @ 12:56 AM
And just not enough actually doing work.
Productive work.
Because my brain processes like a slow yeah.
That's why I mostly just take in information and keep quiet.
After a very long while, then it'll occur to me, What the shit is this?
So yeap, as with all meetings, I felt super restless after that 2.5 hours.
And like shit.
Because I'm that Fail.
I think I might have overestimated my potential, greatly.
I was not born to be a leader and never would succeed as one huh.
Inability to speak coherently.
Inability to organise thoughts in a short time.
Inability to get people to listen to me.
I really don't know what made them make this decision.
Because other people are do busy to take up the job?
There's like, at least 3 year 2s...
I shall just go sleep first and ignore everything else.