Don't let the bastards grind you down
posted on Sunday, July 8, 2012 @ 3:00 AM
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Past few days was filled with obsessive reading.
Because I really can't do anything with that pain.
Oh yeah, and randomly browsing the web to pass time.
I used the computer for such a long time I got sick of it.
Like, seriously.

Anyway, the title?
It's from a book I just finished today.
Loved the book.
That phrase was quoted Latin actually.
Nolite te bastardes carborundorum.
Guy in said book used it to stop himself from doing anything foolish everything his temper got the better of him.
Really, it's not worth doing something you'll regret in the future just because of a few sentences.
Some actions.
I need that for anger management too I guess.
And I'm thinking it's got an inspirational meaning too.
Don't let the bastards get to you when they're trying to pull you down.
They say you suck, prove them wrong.
In the right way, of course.
Anyway that's not the main focus of the book.
Not really.
Just a thought I wanted to share.

Psychology camp's coming in two days.
Can't exactly say I'm excited about it.
I kinda am, really.
It's just, me and meeting new people, don't really click.
I like to meet new people.
But at the same time, I don't.
Haiz, like you'll even get what I mean when I say it like that.
I have so many layers to me I don't know which is the real me.
I suppose the truest feeling I get is that I just want to curl up to myself and hide from the outside world.
Out of fear?
It seems innate.
I just know I can't do that and try to change.
Make myself believe I really do like to have fun.
Or maybe I do.
If I meet the right people.

I'm such a weirdo and I know it.
So get the hell out if you don't like me.
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