posted on Sunday, February 10, 2013 @ 11:52 PM
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Like how I am now, snuggled in my own room, typing furiously under the romantic orange light my dad had installed.
Dreaded festival as I've never really been close to my extended family except perhaps when I was real young.
I just don't know how to communicate with people who I've been distant with for years.
Isn't it just weird if I suddenly hype up and actually initiate conversations with them?
The CNY atmosphere is really dying away year after year and it's not just with our growing ages.
I wonder how many more years it would take for the routined visits to die off totally and we just huddle in our own tiny shell, content with each other's company.
Really, I would gladly prefer that.
A chance for me to take a break.
CNY is especially dull for me this year since I hadn't really taken part is the preparation.
Having been living in hall and only returning home night before CNY eve at 10pm.
It doesn't even feel like a holiday to me.
Just an opportunity to catch my breath.
Before school starts again and we get all busy.
I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK T^T
Once I'm finished with SPARKZ canvassing there'll be PFOC canvassing and of course, lots and lots of academic stuff to catch up on.
I wonder how low it would drop this semester.
Haiz.
The worst is the group projects.
Feeling bad that I'm so out of touch and having nothing to contribute.
Really, if it's just my own grades of concern it would be so much better.
I'm not sure if whining on CNY itself is a taboo but really, I hope there wasn't so much to whine about.
I need my slack life back!
祝大家新的一年里 万事如意 身体健康 切记知足常乐 莫忘平心静气。
希望我们都有多多机会可以吃蛇！
Hello there. I go by the name of Yee Ching in the rare occasions I get out of my room to try to get myself to live like the normal earthlings out there. THE day is 19th November, when this pathetic little scorpio squirmed my way into this life, unknowing of the world's goods and evils. What a stupid fool. My past do not matter because, everyone makes mistakes and I happened to have made lots of it. Many of which I don't wish to face. So let's put our eyes towards the future, where I can only wish would turn out to be better.
